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| Hey!!! What's up everybody? I finished reading my book last night ^^ Since I couldn't sleep. I was way too happy last night ^^ But the book was really really good!!! I can't wait for the second one to come out!!! ^^ Wonder if it's only two or more. Who knows, but I want the second one to come out already!!! ^^ I talked to my boyfriend last night on the phone.  We talked for a half an hour-hour or so ^^ It was fun  We never usually talk on the phone. We talk online most of the time. I didn't want him to waste text yeah know since I was sending him messages on my yahoo account instead. My boyfriend is evil. (lol) He's just like my brother in some ways for their evilness. >.< I say that's a bad thing that they have in common. >.< (lol) My boyfriend said I was evil.  I was only evil to him ^^ Think that's why he says he is evil because of me and that it's in his blood. (lol) I say pft. I ended up hanging up on him since he said that I wouldn't. He texted me in the end saying meanie. I just sent a text back smiling. (lol) Later told him I didn't want to talk to him and we left it at that. (lol) Plus he had church tomorrow so he probably went to bed. Who knows. *shrugs* I'm happy It's only because of my boyfriend even though he is a baka, but I still love him. ^^ It doesn't take much to make me happy. However to keep me awake from being happy is hard. (lol) Just need the right person ^^ That was my boyfriend. (lol) My friends could too if they knew what made me that way.  Anyways time to read my book or watch TV. ^^ Bye Bye!!! Sleep dreams ~ShyAki~ | | |
| Ohaayo!!! How is everybody? Today is father's day ^^ Any of you guys get your father's something? Me, my siblings and I had treated my father out to eat yesterday because we knew he would be busy today. However, at home we made wonton and noodles to go with it. ^^ yup ^^ Yummie food ^^ (lol) Have you ever felt out of place with the people you love that are close to you? *sigh* One minute you can be happy with them where it helps you forget all the bad things that are going on in your life, but later they make you feel invisible like you were never there... Ever get that feeling? When that happens, I feel like I don't know who I am anymore when I'm with them. Maybe I am out of place or maybe I just don't know where I belong... Feels like my world is crumbling around me all over again. *sigh* Feel like I don't know the people around me. I barely know anything about my boyfriend when I think about it. The others...I'm not really sure... Anyways... Happy Father's Day Everybody!!!! Hope you guys had a fun day today with your guys dad. ~ShyAki~ | | |
| Ohaayo!!!! How is everybody? Me, I'm tired and upset a bit. (lol) But I'm not going to let it get to me ^^ (hehe) My boyfriend has his last day of finals tomorrow I think. I hope does okay . Wished him good luck before he signed off to study some more. I wonder how it would feel to see him after such a long time you know? Long distance relationships are never easy for people who are in highschool. Since you never know if they are cheating on you or not. Luckily I can have his sis tell me or she'll just tell me since her brother bugs her sometimes. (lol) My boyfriend is a dork and an idiot, but I still love him. I don't know how months its been so far. I know we dated for a year just don't know how many months. I kind of lost track and totally forgot the day we went out all of a sudden. I know its like in the beginning of september on a wednesday. That's all I remember really. Just have to look at the calendar and remember. It was in 2005 when we started dating, I think... Hm...Yeah it was in 2005 when we started because I graduated middle school in 2006 and I was in the eighth grade when I started dating him. (hehe) I forget things easily at times. Now I just have to look at my calendar if I put it on there when my boyfriend and I started to date. But I think he forgot too maybe. (lol) He's the same as me. We both forget things easily. However he is in some AP classes so I'm stupid in that section. (lol) OOOOO!!!!!!! I've been reading an interesting book lately. ^^ I'm actually taking my time reading it. I really like it and I would've finished it by now, but whatever. I want to take my time and imagine myself there and enjoy the book. ^^ I might get the second one if it is out already or when it does come out. ^^ Awesome book!!! Apparently if you like Harry Potter books you will like this. I know I do. I need to get back to Harry Potter. Start reading the fourth book again. Never did get far, just stopped reading it and went on to other books I guess. That usually happens to me if I find something more interesting to me. The Harry Potter series are good, but I still like other books more than it. I also have two other books I'll be reading later. ^^ I know Amy Tan's book will be awesome when I read it next! ^^ I love her books!!! I guess this is what you get when your bored over the summer and just read books like crazy. (lol) Then again I do love reading so I don't mind. (lol) Anyways going to get some sleep. Kind of tired and want to read some more of my book tomorrow since I already read a lot today and don't finish it too soon. Night Night people!!! ^^ ~ShyAki~ | | |
| Ohaayo!!! Whats up? How is everybody? It's the start of summer vacation and I was almost being lazy today because my friends and I had a party at my house yesterday. ^^ It was hella fun!!! We stayed at my house for a while til two of my friends left at like 7pm. Then later at 8pm we went bowling. We played three games and it lasted til like 11pm. We did like singing contests, who did the best poses, and ask who is most talkative, shyest, smartest, etc. questions. It was really fun. We took bunches of pictures. (lol) But my happy moment came to an end when I got home. All my sad feelings came back and started making me hate how certain people treat me. Yeah... I sometimes hate always have to take it like everythings okay like it's not bothering me at all, but it is. Really hate how I put that act on. I cried in the end which I felt better afterwards. I sometimes wish I was never born, but then again I sometimes am happy that I was born because I got to meet such great friends. I knew I was an unexpected child and I'm not sure if I was ever wanted or not. Who knows right? I just have to live my life to the fullest I guess. Sometimes tired of being the optimistic, but it's better than being pesstimistic. Can't let my self-confidence get low because it will be my fault if I take it too seriously. If I don't then my self-confidence in myself will be a okay because I don't let things get to me. Sometimes I do let them, but not that much which is a good thing I think. (lol) Anyways I'll be writing in this more often now maybe since it's summer vacation and I might have a lot of things to talk about. Things might come up where I might want to express my feelings on here. So, who knows. ^.^ ~ShyAki~ | | |
| Ohaayo.... I'm dead tired. I felt like I barely got any sleep and would totally fall back asleep right now. I went to bed about 10pm, but couldn't fall asleep til like thirty minutes later. After that I woke up around midnight or a little bit earlier, I kept waking up every 5-15minutes. My mind was totally thinking about my boyfriend and I was worried. That's probably why I didn't get enough sleep and other things going around in the house. I'm not cut out for this bunch of stuff right now. I'm trying not to cuss, but yeah. So, I'm dead tired and today is the day I go back to school. Isn't this a great way to start off the day? NOT! Anyways I got to go get ready and such. Bye Bye! ~TiredAki~ | | |
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